lets seeee it's been like what? 7 months? DAMNN thats a long ass time LOL well it's summer now. ummm alot of things have changed since then. me and josh is like over now. i have moved on and he's trying too. i still love him too come on he was my first love. i'll never forget that asshole *in a good way* lol well now im dating this guy name wilson. he's younger than me by a year but it's okay because age is nothing but a number. he's soo sweeet we been dating for about two weeks now. and yeah i like him ALOT. he does the sweetest thing like wake me up in the morining, come to my drill practices without me even knowing, just spending time with me, and doing things he doesnt even need too but he does it anyways just for me (: i think im gonna be with him im just waitin for him to ask me at the right moment. and for some reason i have this big feeling that this guy isn't going to be the same as every other guy i met. he's something special. (: so nextt caroline and me are still best friends (: but we had drama with the fabulous four. it's kinda dead now. but i ono it's freakin weird. like they think it's always jazmin& lani and caroline&theresa. i ono i miss them though. alot it sucks seeing how things can change so quickly. and school ummm it's aiiteee. going to be a jr next year. so freakin fast i miss freshmen year =[ but im gonna make the most of it. so yeahh i have summer school. im like sick busy. im retaking english and world history kuz i got a D lol. and on fridays i have writing class and every morning i have drill practices. it's soo tiring. but yeahh im co captain on drill team !! surpised? i am too haha alot of responsibility .... but i know i can do it when i put my heart into it. and shoshoni's good. i really miss the old seniors but we got our new members and they're pretty cool. thats mostly it by now. trying to do the best that i can each and every day and live life to the fullest. never let your past hold you back (: thats it well i got some picturesss so yeahhh byee for nowww !!

^ july o2

and the guy im seeing!! he's soo cuteeeee (:

<33 theresa

wow ... haven't wrote in here for awhile but things haven't changed much ... winter ball is comin up .. and i don't got a date ... doubt im goin this year... well let's see ... my bday just pasted awhile ago. one more year till i get to drive !!! if my parents let me lol well im over josh i think ... me and josh has been on and off again -___- been like four times and i think this time is final .. i ono it's weird between us ... we get into stupid lito fights but i gotta admit he was my best bf and i love him for that even though we ignore each much at school i still love him and care for him. but yeah i kinda move on to this guy name alvin. we were datin till josh came back and told me he missed me and i went back to josh and then josh left again LIKE ALWAYS. i still like alvin though. i want to go to wb with alvin but alvin is like on and off with his grl [ camiline ]. i don't hate her or anything lol it just pisses me off how he's always on and off with her.... but im like that with josh too so i don't blame him it's love... well josh i goin to wb with whitney and im guessin alvin is goin with camile so either way i lose .. it's okie though life goes on .... winter break is like in two days and im gettin such a bad grade in school 1.8 damn ... this suk ... hopefully my grades go up before sem ends kuz i really don't wanna take my classes over... it's a pain >< welll im gonna go now... and here's some pictures ...

me & josh [ how much we changed ] -

^ i like this one more though =] haha good times

one more week of summer school !!!! yay !!! im so happy. i hate my fuking summer school teacher. he's a bycth. that mofo. anyways wow this weekend was fun. i actually went out =] and i got to see all my best friends. fabulous four <33 man i love u guys !! okay this was my weekend:

o7.28 - i woke up and went to summer school. again i had to see that evil asshole. after school my mommy and daddy picked me up. we went home and all da lights and shit wouldn't turn on. then my parents took me to buy presents for my friends. after they dropped me off at caroline's house. we kicked it for awhile and then i went out with my gb. me & carol went with him and his friend andrew to the dentist. his dentist was rite next to tyler's house and then i saw tyler and j0sh runnin across the street to the bus. i was like wtf. lol anways after we went to barnes park and played some bball. damn i haven't played bball for da longest time. then me and carol walked to JJ's cafe and i saw xiao and them. so we went to eat with them. after aaron took me and carol to my house. and carol slept over. we didn't sleep till late at nite. we were talking (: i love u carol <33

o7.29 - this morning i had to wake up all early and krap. i had to go to jumba juice for sohopmore commiitee and sohopmore council have to go -_- evil boogers. well i was freaky tired. lol my mommy was going to go to china. so yeah. well i went there and i saw everyone =] then later my daddy picked me & caroline up. we went back to my house and then we went swimmin with derrick. no one where. that krap was boring >< so we only swam for an hour and then we went to quickly's. we saw cindy and bonnie there. and i called up jaymes. we went to abc cafe and ate. we bought all these f0od but it looked like krap. so we just tooked it home. then my dad picked me up and i went home. me and caroline was freaky tired. later her mom came and took her home.

o7.30 - i woke up at 7 something. and got ready for the carwash. i didn't reall wanan go kuz i was fukin tired. at da carwash i got stund by a bee >< on my foot that shit hurted !!! then my dad came and picked me up and then we went to caroline's house and picked her up. then we went back to my house and we got ready for da mall. my dad got all pissed kuz i always go out and shit. we went to the mall like at 4 and then we met up with jaz and lani. g0sh i miss u guys =] it was great seeing you guys again !!! then we took our pictures and i went to go buy jaymes his hat. we went all around the mall l0okin for it. then i went back to da picture place and choose our pictures and then we got ours. then my dad took us to mc dees to buy food. and he dropped us off at barnes park cause we wanted to watch the talent show. it was pretty g0od =] g0od j0b jenny, erika, and chenelle !! i love u guys =] then my dad picked me up at 9 and we back home and now i have nothing to do. that was my weekend. and for sunday i know im not gonna do anything. but do my homework thats it. well take cares byee =] o yeah here's some pictures. enjoy !!

<33 theresa

hEyy .. well today is a friday.. i should be out but im not -_- so fukin boring and it's so fukin hot!!!! i wanna go swimmin =] anyways .. two more weeks before summer school end. u know summer school isn't that bad.. beside the 5 hours of working but it's fun i guess. u learn to like it. after summer school ends hopefully i get to go out. if not i might just go to another country. either china or thailand. well today's me & j0sh's 9th month annivervary. well it shouldn't be an annivervary if we're not together anymore. but i want it to be. after we i did was really stupid. all these shit started happening. but im not sure if things gonna get better. hopefully it does. well i dropped off a present for j0sh. but he wasn't home. he was out with his friends at some grl name angela's house. i wonder wut they're doing. well i'll never know till someone tells me ;].

 i just wanna say to j0sh: happy 9th month annivervary babe. and i love you alot. but i bet if i say this to him he'll propably think im bs. he always think i bs. *sigh* u knoe me and j0sh have alot of memories together. and i want us to have more. but he doesn't. he told me he doesn't like me anymore and told me to move on. it's suk but it's true. i remember the first time me & j0sh met. it was soo kute =] like da first week i went to mark keppel he aready wanted to start talking to me. i had him for my first period which is spanish. he went up to me one day and asked me if i went online. and of couse everyone goes online. and he asked me for my sn instill of my number. lol he's so kute. then he asked me to go to homecoming with me. and while we were dancin the da song "a whole new world" he asked me to be his gf. and i said yes.then on our first month we bought each other stuff. and i think we went to da mall and da movies. and for our second month. we went ice skatin with all our friends. that was so much fun =] he got me a ring. i remember now. it was shaped like a star. for our thrid month. we went to vegas with our familys. we also spend our xmas there together. and for new years eve. he was on da phone with me. =] and da next day i got to see him. there are so much stuff we did together. i just can't believe we're not together anymore. i wish he knows how much i love and care about him. i never felt this way towards anyone before. the way he makes me feel inside. i just can't explain it. it's like this feeling when i see him i get all happy and i just wanna hug and kiss him. he makes me so happy. he's really funny t0o. and like i knoe i can tell him anything and not feel embrassed about it. and when i have to leave i just can't till i see him again. here's some picture of the g0od times me and him had. i don't want us to be over. but i guess wut i want doesn't matter. kuz he gave me another chance and i fuked it up. it's my fault for being such a bad gf. im sorry. i hope you'll find it in your heart to forgive. thats it.

S2 theresa

hEyy guys (: wow i haven't wrote in xanga for a long ass time ... anyways i got bored so i fixed it up a lil haha not really .. o well .. ummm damn .. sohopmore aready .. time goes by real fast.. seriously.. anyways .. i hate summer school .. fukin bored ass shit lol im takin world history cause i have avid next year (: let's see wuts been goin on in my life .. ummm well i haven't been gettin enough sleep lately because i have to wait up at 5 and i sleep like at 1 or 2 in da morning lol man i hate it !! it's summer u suppose to get to sleep late and not wake up till da afternoon .. but noooo i have fukin drill practice in da morning and then fukin summer school ugh !! im gonna try out for volley ball (: damn i have alot of shit to do lol im killin myslef but it's okie .. i can handle it (: o yeah any sophomore from keppel wanna join sophomore committee?? if u do come to me or da other officers for info (: join now before it's t0o late ... anyways .. me & j0sh i don't really know wuts up .. we broke up and then we got back together .. and now it's all weird .. he doesn't knoe but he changed alot since we broke up .. he's so mean to me now .. he treat me like im his bycth i swear .. ugh !!! well im gonna stop typin cause i feel weird.. i don't really update my xanga so go see my myspace (: at www.myspace.com/frisky bye guys (:

S2 frisky